Reasons why i ditched the job:

1. It is not my forte.
2. Standing long hours doesnt appeal to me.
3. I do not have patience for rejection.
4. I have to talk all day long.
5. The job may pay well, say $500 a week, and that's just commission but its all about the face.
6. I do not wanna beg for money.
7. Its not that i dont wanna help the needy, the job just doesnt suit me.
8. The people there were amazing(no,really!) but patience overrules it all.
9. 0930h to 1830h, are you kidding me?
10. At least i didnt regret it as much as i thought i would.

This is the first time i ditched a job which pays well ($1300 a month). I care about face, not money. I do not wanna be a nuisance in public areas. I am the typical Singaporean who says No! in this kinda situations. Im sorry.
On a brighter note, i shopped till my legs are hurting like noone's business. Im glad im a person who buy stuff on impulse cos it makes me happy, satisfied. I think im starting to get attracted to Red. Pink is still my favourite but Red is sexy, like hot ya'know. I cant wait for tomorrow's picnic. And Tuesday's picnic. And Lily wants to have a picnic with the YOG Handball Yellow team. I am sexcited! November would be the fun period, December would be about revision and diploma and tuition(yes, tuition beb!) and birthdays!!!

This is the first holiday in years without a boyfriend. Ive been single for nearly 8 months and i swear, it has been an emotional rollercoaster for me. But ya'know, this might just be the best holiday ever! Without a boyfriend, you realise how to appreciate life better, you learn who your true friends are, you literally can do anything you want.

Anyways, ive been shopping like some rich man's daughter since the start of the holidays. (Read : Topshop blouse, Topshop skirt with suspenders[which are a little small for me, and motivates me to lose weight], beachwear dress, Gladiators, Wayfarers Sunglasses, Cute Camera[literally, it is the shape of a camera!] bag, Topshop Salut! shirt, bangles, new phone). I just need an acid wash jacket or leather jacket if some kind soul would sell it to me for like f.o.c?

i should start saving soon.

i have to vent this out.


the atas coffee aka Starbucks tall size Frappe has more or less 400 calories in it, compare that with the ahpek coffee aka Kopi-O, its 200 calories more!
that means, you would grow fatter drinking Starbucks! this is not fair! the world is coming to an end! All the Javachip frap, Caramel frap and Vanilla Latte would be stuck in me forever! however, that explains why most ahpeks are skinny mini. nonetheless, im irrinoyed! not only cant i eat Subway in Singapore ever again (M asked me to promise this, ugh!), if i dont wanna get fat, i should restrain from the tantalizing taste of JAVACHIP FRAPPE! can life get any more miserable?!?

no Subway sandwich or cookie, no Starbucks coffee, just dont tell me no Japanese food.
as quoted by Kirin," When is Hidayah ever not hungry?"
seriously, this is not cool. girls, no more SSC hide-away to puase yok-yok ever again. pasrah.

well hello,
livejournal would be for my long-winded post for now on. ill be moving to tumblr cos i think its awesome-r there.
i painted my nails and im lovin' it.

just when i was counting down to the number of minutes to buke, my spider senses wanted me to go to the toilet.
and guess what?
i got my period, with only 34 minutes to buke. GREAT.

yes M, i should have eaten the kuachee. who would have thought mat-mat ite go crazy for kuachee.
ill hit the notes in 22 minutes time, economics after 3 days of intl history. God, help me.

the merajok boy didnt merajok today cos i was 4 minutes earlier, teehee.
there was too much giggling.. the Ikan Bilis Pakai Helmet joke is still in his mind.

i feel like going over to tumblr for good, no, seriously.

a day of maths seems totally useless just now, i still dont get the idea of differentiation or log or whatever there is to learn. the government should let students choose their goal in life, not having to do maths ever again. without maths, they limit us with choices in the local universities. dont force us, we are humans too, with the limited brain capabilities!
Econs and Lit consultation tomorrow.
and going to meet that boy who merajok just because i didnt fetch him from school today, so ill have to fetch him tomorrow.
kental, i know.

and i swear, the weirdest people are following me on Twitter.

its okay, i will still be active in livejournal. ouh, you know i love thee.

this would be an impossible task but ill try not to use the Internet till Promo ends.
it would be rather remarkable though.
ive got to figure out study dates with people strongest in whichever subject to kill their brain cells for me. teehee.

thus, my fellow kaypoh seluardalam readers, this would be the last post(try!) till 13 October.
iloveyouall.

ever since ive gotten back my social life, im procrastinating like im in secondary one, not pre-u one.
first paper, 30 September!

this calls for desperate measures.
yes usha, you have to teach me integration and differiation and all those weird snake signs. ill have to seriously start reading the texts for Lit. SEA history is such an ass wipe. i personally hate Korean War. wtf, GDP sucks. omg, malay can kiss my ***.
i will have to start studying like today! EVERYONE have started. EVERYONE!
you know what ill start with, SEA history.